Should I Stay or Should I Go

yeah, just felt like writing something...
i've lost a lot of my life right now, i think... well, thats the price i have to pay for commitment...
sometimes i feel like laying down everything... letting go everything and just be free, and carefree like i used to...
but then again, its the life that i've left behind, the life that i've been trying to avoid... and things wont be better than what im having right now...

oh yawn, talking bout my pathetic life wont weight anything... blogging about my life is like complaining about pollutions, or about graft cases among the government officers... hahahah

im such a boring person, when im not emo.... lately i just dont know how to write, partly because
im being occupied by other things, and also because of my stable emotional condition, thanks to the great and continuous love poured by dear Huda to me... im sorry if im not an interesting person anymore, and im sorry if im not an observer of the world around me anymore, coz people change you know....

and right now im thinking about parting with this blog, coz there's no point of keeping a blog anymore.... it wont hurt to loose one blog among thousands and thousands... well, im still contemplating, not that it will make a difference if i delete this blog...

so, taking the words from The Clash, 'Should I Stay or Should I Go'....

taaa