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dear,
i am missing you so much right now... its like here i am online, alone in this big empty computer lab, with the airconds full blast... and you're idle, out having fun in a certain gig... damn i miss you.. i want to be there too, with you, cuddling you, hugging you, making jokes, smile, laugh with you or at you, (hehehe) while listening and chilling to the great musics... damn.. i miss that so much...

its the feeling that i've felt before, when we went to singapore for the second show without you... there i am alone in those 'cool' crowds, in the ubertastic HOME club, and pretty much sleepy, and longing for your care, for your tender hands to caress me, while im sleeping on your lap... its the same feeling... i am missing you so much, but not to death cos if im dead then all of this wont matter... hahaha...