Arguments
Lately we argue a lot... and often because of something so small.. and often we end up being upset, no matter who was wrong or right... and i think this is just a phase, and that this is going to mature... we've been puzzled of why up until now we never have a serious fight, is it healthy or not? and we never really want to be in a fight actually, coz it will hurt so much...
people say, you wont feel pain as much if you dont love as much, and when we fight i feel like my heart is ripped off... so painful... and die is not an option...
i love the way we are now, the situation where we are beginning to assimilate... where we are balancing each other, and maintaining the composure... something that we should talk about, is not always something that have to be filled with laughter, we should look at things that is sensitive and serious, though we shall laugh harder at the end of it...
you are my motives, one thing that keeps me going... and i've been in tranquility ever since... and i dont want to look back anymore, to be in such depression, such turmoil... i'm giving in, defenseless, and surrendering myself to you...
i love you Huda, and always do... wheeee!!! <3
p/s: sorry post ini jiwang... lantak korang la!