Dum Dum!!

First of all, i am happy... in fact i am super duper happy! hahahah... i like this, i like everything about it.. never been this happy before... never been in this kind of happiness before...

I know, the future is scary, but it is scarier if you dont have a future... and that is me... i have no future yet... in a sense... a bright future.. a promising future... mann... i should do something about it...

I am not running from it... i wont! i want to face it..but i am not ready yet... hahaha.. deng..

Hmm... sometimes people can be mean... i mean rude... like, if you're in a supermarket pushing your trolley and suddenly you bumped into someone, both of you will say sorry... its a good thing... both are being polite... typical malaysians... now imagine you're driving and then you nearly hit another car, eventhough unintentionally but chances are you might get some ugly face from the driver or worse you'll get a finger and lots of nasty words... again, typical malaysians... now thats ironic... just what is wrong with cars in malaysia... because somehow, when malaysians hold the steering wheel, they are like possesed by something, something scary and evil... they are not their own polite and mannered self anymore... kinda a split personality epidemic...

Amused i am... coz i've been observing this... its like we treat cars as somekind of living things... coz we are like "tengok keter depan nih, ingat jalan ni bapak dia punye ke?".. hahaha when actually the cars are just mere shells, where real people is inside 'em, and driving 'em... and these people are just normal people, polite and nice and well mannered when they are not driving, and we will be nice to them if they bumped onto us in the supermarket... hahaha... funny it is!....

good... i think i'll try to sleep... i love you dear! i love you!! hahahaha

<3 HuHu....