Fuck Sem 1 2004/2005

Damn it... i think i'm regretting things right now...
the whole first trimester... it was a mistake...
well, lots of mistakes...

Mistakes that i dont think i can correct...
mistakes that i think i should had never done...
oh holy shit! i'm miserable right now... just by thinking about it...
i really feel that i should control myself...
why cant i withstand the solitude...?
i should have, coz i'm like used to it...
but why?

stupid people, those are the fanatics....
those who thinks that they are always right...
that they are always the one who should tell you what to do...
you are stupid...
coz you think that everyone have to befriend you...

well, sometimes, i used people for my own good...
it is something common... i think, everyone do it...
you used people so that you can do the right job...
so that you can achieve what you want...
it is necessary...
dont say that you never do it you fucking morons!!!

and if then, i turned into something else...
if then i dont do what i normally do...
i dont care and you shouldnt fucking bother...
well normality is only from your point of view...
actually i never stick to habits...
i change... change is exciting...
habits/routines are so fucking boring...

oh... what the fuck am i doing writing like this... its not a poem... well, angst ridden poem if you emo geeks wants to call it... oh one more thing, you dont just go around and being emo all the time, even to your friends, coz its fucking sickening... what the fuck are you? stop being emo to people who isnt emotionally related to you! fuck that... your friend is your friend and we dont spell friendship as emotion, we spell it as F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P....

but then again, there were things that was exciting in that trimester... i know... and all that things i do cherish 'em... one thing i know for sure, those good things give me happiness up until just right about now...

hahahahha... sleep will do it... fuck sem 1 2004/2005

<3 HuHu!