The Irony

i'm in grief... despite the fact that i am super-happy but still yesterday's disaster made me think... people all over are suffering from loss of their loved ones... just in a blink, happiness was turned into misery and sadness...

how magical i might say... when you're happy, there's always someone who's sad... taking advantage of that, you can always say this " no matter how miserable you are, there's always someone out there who's condition is worse than yours.." to relief yourself...but i dont like that phrase... i wish, i wish everyone would be as happy as i am... or perhaps i wish i can make everyone happy... but i'm powerless...

i wonder, of all those people who died on that tragic day, how many of them were happy... it might be something very depressing if you're dying when there's so much that you hope to achieve before you die... i like to think what they were thinking when they were washed away by the mighty tsunami... or were they just went blank?

the big grief... the big thought... its their fate and i know i shouldnt be thinking about it...

pull me out... put me in the cloud of happiness...