well..
its 13th of ramadhan.. and here i am.. still the same me... so much for my spiritual healing..

well...
perhaps whats changing is... my emotional state.. it is healing...

well..
i'm just wondering... what is becoming with this world... you see.. people kill people... they do it just as if they are crushing roaches.. well figuratively... its like those people are somekind of trash and their lives arent worthy at all...

i think.. we are not in the real timeline.. we are in a different timeline.. an alternate one.. where something in the past had changed the course of humankind and the time continuum... something had altered the history somewhere and projected us all into this uncertain future... well.. if you see at the history again.. a lot of things happened and the world changed after that... even some minor things can change the whole world... its called the ripple effect...

i would like to believe that somewhere in the far future a time machine had been created and some irresponsible people use it to alter the history and somewhat results in what we are in now...the fucking pathetic present world...

hmmm.. but again... if you create a time machine... and you go back into the past.. and changed the past... the present time where you are from would definitely changed... and there is a very very tiny possibility that you will still be there to create a time machine... and then if you arent there, then you cannot be able to go back in time and change the past.. and with that the present wouldnt be changed... so.. what am i trying to say..?? well i got lost in my words... ahahahahah...

but well...
we have, in our own hands, somewhat a time machine... a forward time machine... that is we can only go into the future... but we cannot go back... it is called sleep... ahahah.. and rite now i think i would like to be in the future... let set the time around 6 hours into the future.. yeah... i'll be there i hope...! ahahahaha