i havent update this blog for a very loooooooong time.. yes.. this words are the usual in my last few posts... damn.. i dont know.. i just dont have the urge to write something.. maybe my mind is occupied enuff.. occupied with some other crappy things... and is not worthwhile to mention here.. like what i'm doing write now..

okay... i'll write something about my life.. i just feel that its more tranquil than before.. its like.. there's no fucking storm what so ever in my mind.. there's no questioning about life or death, or about who(what) am i in this big universe... or questions about my faith.. or my purpose of existing... maybe i'm turning normal.. or maybe i did those things out of boredom or confusion.. and perhaps i become more ignorant than before... and also maybe a major distraction of my attention.. my focus point have shifted and i myself moved on..

hmm... i was thinking... why we have to follow something that is curvy..? rather than a straight line..?? i have a brain and my brain is fucking rotting... hahahhahahaha