how am i going to pass this friggin course if i keep on skipping classes and quizzes and tests and feel good about it..?? well i wonder how...

as for today i sleep at 6 a.m and woke up at 9.30... i supposed that i cannot sleep... and the reason that i woke up early was becoz of my own urge to go to a test that i should take.. well it was kinda supplementary test... but then as i wake up, i changed my mind and didnt go... i just sit in front of the pc... dowload naruto 87, watch it, watched some vc... then i went off to sleep again... owh and without any feeling of guilt for skipping the test... silly me...so so so silly... i hate my silliness but yet i did nothing to prevent it... see how silly i am...

then woke up again at 4 pm... had a bath and then an idea to tidy up my room popped up... but then i took an hour to gain the determination... and i managed to tidy it up a bit... wohoo... and by 8 o'clock payed asked me to accompany him to tesco.. which something i really want to do becoz i'm craving for the sushi there... and i got the chance to stuff my stomach with some sushi finally... nyumm nyumm...

oooo... actually i've posted a very boring entry...i know... just to fill my urge to write something... i want to write about something else.. but i think it is not very appropriate at this moment... i shouldnt write something that 100% purely entirely based on my assumptions... and i also think that i should stop making assumptions.. becoz it is like cheating myself... creating some fantasies for myself... when the real world is actually way more complex... and my life right now is like chasing a beautiful butterfly and try to catch it with my barehand... and the disadvantage is that i cannot fly... *sigh*