hiah... lately i am too busy to even think about things... with all this MMUsic thingy and of coz *cough cough* my studies, i am occupied enuff to not to think about other things... but subconsciously there are still other things thats bugging me inside... and i am like in a state of confusion... or perhaps maybe i am in a state where i made up assumptions to feed my own curiosity... to satisfy my self i subsequently made up assumptions that's bias towards me... i will simulate things in my mind and let the simulation to follow my story board... i know that i should not do this... becoz i am like cheating my own self.. its like me having a two me.. and one is so naive that he totally believe what the other told him even though everything was made up... and just by that i can go on smiling for half a decade... owh crap...

but what if my assumptions are not totally meaningless... what if.. even for a fraction of a second that it becomes true... owh my... well i will be the luckiest person ever walked the earth... but they say that you'll never know if you never try... and so i think... i should try my luck with you...

hmmmm i am trying your luck..!!!