why am i bored..?? why am i lonely..?? why do i think i am lonely..?? why do i bother to think that i am lonely..?? am i alone..?? do i even 'have' myself..?? or am i just a hollow being..?? do these questions relevant..?? or is it of a very high importance..?? and should i seek for the answer..?? well maybe thats the purpose of my existence..?? and at the first place, why do i exist..?? if my existence is just to find the answer for the reason of my existence... so then whats the whole point of existing..?? and whats the point of asking if i know that there is no answer..?? and did you notice that i have a lot of question but no answer...??

have you ever felt depressed..?? and why did you..?? have you ever been depressed just becoz you dont know why u exist..?? have you ever been depressed just becoz u dont know why this whole thing called life, world and universe exist..?? well perhaps you dont even ask these questions rite..?? and do you think science can explain everything..?? and do you think your mind is limitless..? do i ..???

why do humans have two legs..?? and walk on two legs..?? why do birds fly..?? why do flowers dont speak..?? or even make a sound..?? why does water liquid..? why..??

everything i see, i hear, i smell... up to now... everything have been explained by science... but is it a true explaination... that is not the explaination of reasons, that is the explaination of mechanism.. how things work... it is how.. not why...what am i looking for right now are reasonings...

and why did you frown while you read this..? and why did you think i am a stupid bastard while you read this..?? why did you judge me as someone stupid for asking this..?? and who do you think you are..??? or what do you think you are..??? do think you know who you really are..?? if you do then tell me...