humm... well this is my final result for this so-called version6 layout... well i might put some upgrades later on... just that, right now i dont want to think about that yet...

ok just now i watched the quarter final of Thomas Cup, between Malaysia and Indonesia... and i have to say it was very disappointing... it is truly like shit.. i am not sure whether i should be mad at Indonesia or at my own countrymen... well perhaps i'm very mad at Roslin Hashim for his weak performance.. he was beaten in just a mere 12 minute.. well i know the opponent was somewhat strong, but then, you should have struggled... you just cant let the man won that easily... arghh.. stop.. i'll kill an Indon if i keep on thinking about it... huhuhuh...

hmm... its the second week of the semester and i am like feeling sooooo lonely here... without those familliar faces... well those intern friends of mine keep on rambling about how they feel very "sangap" at this time, but well then perhaps i am feeling that way too... so then i think i should get myself busy... just make myself busy.. even fake a busy.... then maybe i might not be in the kingdom of boredom anymore... wuuuhuuu...

i am on a very straight road when suddenly there is a blockade... so now i have two choices... whether i should turn back and follow another path, or should i get over the blockade, or get thru it somehow, which is in turn very very hard to do.. so basically normal people will turn back, and look for another route, but then it will take a little time... and that road perhaps is a bit winding... but for me, it is better to stay on the road and try to pass the obstacle... becoz the road that i have taken have given me a lot... and i would never ever leave something that precious to me... so the only way is to keep on moving ahead... which is, unfortunately right now, i am facing the most difficult obstacle to overcome, the one that will cost me a lot of time, and maybe somewhat will effect my whole journey after this... so be it!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont even care... and i myself dont even sure how to deal with it... the situation is very intense... please shed some light...

owh...!!!

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