humm..

there's not much to write about... or else i'll start ranting about things that dont really matter.. or dont even exist... as if we human are truely exist and real of some sort... what if this is just illusions... there's no point at all... the whole thing about life is, well, perhaps pointless... as if...

what can i say... can i declare that i'm rite now on the verge of something...? eventhough i'm taking some cautious measures not to put high hopes... but i can see some signs that everything is clear ahead.... and i must keep on looking for some more convincing signs... and the thing is... i'm quite happy about it... 'quite'..?? kind off... i even want to jump up in joy and hug everyone... i gotta hold it down... the excitement is killing me but i have to live to feel it...

i'm climbing something... will i reach the top..?? i hope not... coz when i'm at the top, i will certainly have to go down... i dont want it... i prefer to climb forever... everyone wants to reach the top no matter what... they even rushed to the top... but for what..?? for the view...? yeah the view is nice but... but what about the view during your climb..?? did you notice it..? definitely you missed it coz you are rushing to the top and ignoring the view on the way up... everything will look so small from above and you cant get upclose and personal... you can just marvel at it but you can never grasp it...

how's my sign..? did it reach the destination...? did it convey the meaning..?? the intentions..?? i hope so... and now i'm waiting for the acknowledgement... and the feedback... gimme please...

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