for all i ever wanted is
to see you die in the eye of an envious lover
you dont need to have a heavy kind of relationship to be happy
just be in it would make me feel like floating
about making out
i dont think that it is possible for us
coz you are the sort of keeping everything to yourself
i know you need courage
but what would it be
to have it
and yet you just dont know how to use it
when the time requires you to act that way
it is simple though
you just need to open your mouth
and let your tongue danced in


i am simple though
knowing that you will kill the birds that chirp
and in this side of greenish world
i will look at you with a gray eye
come to think of it
your eyes are red
but i cant remember the shape of your supposedly beautiful face
or do you cover it with hate and a grudge
against my sacrificial act
am i taking the wrong way?
do you wish for it?
hate to say i love you
coz love means hate for your little soul
the heart is where your commonsense dies
the red in your blood is actually the color of fire
that lit up during the great battle of the century
years ahead
and the great red spot of jupiter still wrecking through your veins
let us all cheers for that holy love!!


:: the stupid me ::