hi... first of all... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU FUCKERS OUT THERE hehehe... so it's first of january again... the so called begining point of another 365 ( well this year is 366 ) days of your life... well that's if you are lucky enough to endure it for another year... and certainly we've all succeed last year... and during the past 365 days we've gone through everything... i dont know what each of you have experienced but i know what i have...

last year was a shift for me... it's from a state where i am at the lowest of my life... of my thoughts and of my doings... and gradually risen to a better place... just becoz i learn how to let go certain things in my life.... it's a revelation... it's trully painful in the process but nonetheless it was worthwhile i reckon.... when you think your decision it too wrong but you still choose it... and when it turned out to be a wise choice... it's breathtaking... it's mind boggling at first and a relief at the end... well this year truely taught me about a major aspect of life... it's not maturity that i obtained or sought after... but the wisdom that lies under it... hell yeah... though my last year's resolution was not achieved but i'm satisfied coz it turned better than what i wish for in the resolution... had i reached what i resolute... then i wont be at a state where i am today on the first day of 2004.... yeah...

so last nite... on the eve of new year 2004... we all went out to chill out at Tasik Putra...trying to avoid the hassles of kl... the same place i mentioned when we got out on christmas eve... we have another fun filled ( or perhaps wacky freaky ) 'celebration' of new year...this time we even brought a viewcam to record everyone's resolution for this year.... we even have a 'goreng pisang' fight... if you know what i mean.... hahaha... we'll see if everyone can reach their goals... after the countdown ( which we all missed becoz everyone was distracted by the 'interview' session ) we all went to A&W pj.. ( "pj drive-in is a good idea for a band's name" recite mr.blek... hehehhe ) and had our first meal of the year 2004 there... though the place was very very very crowded ( and lacking of kawaii girls ) we still have some fun taking pictures and everything... hohoho... when we all got back in mmu... we all agreed that tonite is the best new year celebration ever....

and now i'm looking forward about going through this year... i feel revived.... yeah...