wuarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... hooiiiiiiiiiiii... urgh... for about three weeks i've been idle and away from writing something into this damn thing.. urgh felt like my thinking cap was blown away by the monsoon wind hehehe.. but anyhow i've just come back from my raya holidays... i couldnt update this blog during those holidays coz i simply dont have any access to internet... well we just moved into a new house and we dont have any phone line yet... well i can go to cc's if i wanna but i just simply too lazy... hehehe

well to sum things up here is a few paragraphs..... sort of...

basically my raya this year is a bit cool i think... with new house and all... and having relatives that i've not met for ages came visiting... and knowing my grown up cousins... which to my amazement grew up 'fine'... especially my female cousins heheheh...

about my emotions... i think i've reach a pretty stable state of it... not that i'm happy with it but learning that i've overcome certain turbulence and letting go certain feelings.. hell that is good... but i'm not quite sure about my mental state and my strength... hmpphhh...

well i'm planning about changing my layout.. again... hahaha... donno yet about the concept.... aaaa...