so it's christmas heh..??? where the hell is that fucking santa..?? i'm wishing for love but he just cant give it to me... damn you old bastard... heheheh... dont believe in santa fucking claus anymore... hahahahha...

well last nite we hang out at tasik putrajaya.... just chill out... ( owh yeah..?? chill out..?? what the fuck does that word mean to me..?? ) and having fun on the eve of christmas... we bring the sisha and bought some chicks ( hehehe ) to do some barbecueing ( ok it was chicken parts... okay..? ) and then just stared at the stars that wont came out that nite... you see... even the stars are avoiding us.... do you know what i mean..?? we longed to see the stars but the stars dont twinkle their lights upon us... even the clouds help the stars to hide.... you damn cloud... stop clouding my vision and my mind... off you go... show me that hiding star of mine... huuuuu...

and then we wait for the sun to rise... we anticipate it so much... we were expecting it to come out beyond the horizon of the lake... and again we were turned down... the day just lighten up without the help of the sun... or perhaps the sun were also hiding... what power do we have that made even the mighty sun afraid of seeing us..?? or we just a plain loser and everything looked down on us having the tought of no use to it... granting our wish is not the priority to them... we are minors in our own major league.... hahahahha... am i going crazy..?? perhaps that will catch up some attention.... whiners in disguise of contentment.... hahahaha... stop laughing at yourself or else you will die unhappy...

owh here's some more pics during the open house at lennie's and Maherian's Reunion