huuuuuuuuuuuu..... hmmm.... fasting here gets a bit better.... today we went out to Putrajaya and to my surprises, there's a satay kajang haji samuri in Putrajaya... i reckon just a few ppl know about this.. there's a place at the Ministry of Agriculture...it is called Taman Warisan Pertanian... there's a foodcourt there.. and also some booth about local agro-based companies... the place was so cool... and there's a branch of Satay Kajang there... we got there a little late and it's raining.. so the place was like a bit crowded... lastly we got settled breaking fast very Melayu-ish style.. by 'duduk bersimpuh di bawah pondok' ( heheheh.. i dont know what is bersimpuh... keh keh keh... ) and we ate a lot of satay.. we went there in three cars.. so it's like hari raya u know.. sitting sitting and eating eating satay and chit chatting and laughing laughing.. keh keh keh ... i think everybody should try out this place.. it's nice... very cosy and homely... anyyyhow... i still miss home...

to be or not to be.. that is the question.. this is the famous words of Shakespeare.... and i do agree with him... unconsciously he stated that living is nothing but binary... no or yes, live or die, on or off, one or zero, pass or fail, everything in two's... everything in pairs... negative or positive... yeap life is analog... but this is too complicated... so ppl tend to live a binary life... it helps simplify life itself... so decision making will be much more simpler... the computation will be simple... but as in digital computer itself, the computation will consume much time... an then comes the anomaly.. when a certain things cannot be converted to binary... when between yes or no there's another choice.. it is called uncertainty... things that cannot be explained... when you feel that the given choice is not enough.. but still you have to make a choice... you cannot choose both becoz both are opposites of each other... coz at the end you'll get nothing...

owh my dear life... when will i figure out your plans on me.... will you give me a chance to peek at those blueprints... i just wanna know.. if i'm on the right track or not.. coz it seems to me that i'm losing it... argh... i know i'm to be blamed of everything... but ppl say there's fate and there's destiny... am i destined to mess up my life..?? am i the most messed up person in this whole damn world..?? owhh.... stop...