Saturday, November 08, 2003

aaa... feeling a bit lazy to put up some new post.. though i'm bored as hell doing nothing... what to do..? is there a cure to boredom..?? even when you have a lot of work to do you will still feel bored and lazy... out of the boredom you shall come up with thoughts about just everything so that you can get off certain things... your mind would drool with unwanted mind juice but it's fun in a way or some... the juice might wash away your thought and emptied those meaningful thinking and flood your nerves with lazy viruses and at last you will feel sleepy... at a certain point after that you'll find yourself in a dreamworld filled with lots of fun things to do and to get rid of it... to get rid of it you have to wake up.. but nahh.. dont wake up in the middle of a good dream... a dream is like your escape pod... you can escape from this fucked up world of your reality and be anything you want in it..

ahh.. i like dreams..though every dream of mine lately have a disappointing ending... hahahaha... one dream that i've been having is that i got to know some cute aliens from space and there's a female one ( well though my real idea bout aliens is that they have genders but not in the likes of female or male... ) which was so cute... so pretty that i fell in love with her and to my amusement she fell in love with me.. hail to my dream.. wuhuuuu... i remember one date that we had.. we walked on water all the way to a certain island hand by hand together... haahahaha.. cool yeahh... but.. as i said before it ends sadly... my so called outer-space lover died becoz of CO2 in my breath when we tried to kiss each other... hhuhuhuhuhu.. owh my goddamn mind.. it ripped off the 'Taken' storyline and turn it into sumthing unusually romantic with a ridiculously tragic ending... owhh and it is true.. i felt so in love.. so mushy mushy... arghh.. when i woke up i smiled at myself thinking... what if it was true... even if just for a minute it was true.. owh gawd... in this real world i cant even have someone to love me but in my dreamworld... so super duper cool shit come out... i wonder... if there's others who dreams like me.. maybe there is.. of coz...

well talking bout dreams, it recalls me about some researches done about dreams... well they come up with a hypothesis that dreams are just jumbled random data in human brain thats been 'played' in a certain area of the brain called limbic, paralimbic and forebrain... when you sleep this specific area will try to join the datas together and your level of creativity will determine hows it going to be...i dont really understand how but somehow i think my dreams are purely original becoz it is so ridiculous...hahahah...or maybe ii'm a very creative person...bluwekkkk...!!!! hehehe... a bit of knowledge here.. though i dont know even a fraction of it.. well when you are in a state of total boredom like me you would probably do anything.. even reading about some 'useful info' like this.. but well, it would come handy sometimes... for instance when you are trying to impress a girl or guy.. hehehehe... you'll appear cool when you can come out about something so intellectual.. well to a certain people also lah kan... but do it properly to avoid being labelled as poyo... POYO... i hate POYO... not that i'm not POYO... well to my eyes POYO would be defined in a way that will please myself and to other people POYO will be defined to please themself... bothways we are all POYO... hahahahahaha.. shit you and shit me....ahhh...

i hate people...
i hate being people...
i hate being people's people....
i hate ....
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