owh blog... damn me... i was trying to design a new layout actually but i got stuck in the middle of it.. i need to learn more maybe... afterthat laziness start to dominate my body.. hahaha... so full of lazy virus... just how am i going to survive this lazy thing i dont know.. but sometimes there's some magic in me when i can discard it and have a full go on doing things.. it's when i'm really interested in doing it then i would do it intensely.... until i'm bored again.. hahahah..

i went out to sunway pyramid today.. actually just following smek buying materials for his art assignment... well i dont know a clue about his assignment anyhow... hmm but instead of just following i ended up buying new spectacles.. urgh and it's so damn expensive for just a pair of wire frames.. hmm.. well the optometrist said my eyesight is getting worse.. hhohohohhoh i'm going blind maybe.. i dont even care about it actually.. (though sometimes i feel uncomfortable with a pair of glass dangling on my nose... )

hik hik hik.. between a best friend and a girl friend.. which is better..?? it's a question even i cant answer it.. once i've got a best friend.. (well maybe she will read this blog but i dont care) in my mind i always afraid if she have someone special.. more than me of coz.. uh and then well.. she have actually.. hahaha.. but becoz of my status as just a best friend.. i'm in no rights to feel jealous or what so ever.. but i did ... i did feel it.. then again.. nothing can be done.. i just say that i have to support every single thing that she do... it's true.. so there it is.. i'm no competitor.. dont have even a single effort to fight for it.. why..? coz at a certain point i feel like i'm just purely bored with all this nuisance... this might be that single best effort for me.. leave it behind and go for other thing.. just put a dot to it and u are done.... i'm done...for everything in the past.. just let it be in the past.. lol....

bye...