...nobody likes you when you're 23....

.... and yet she loves me so much! i know that! and i love her too... so damn much...

yeah.. its that date again... such a lame date... friggin birthday... and i am still the same... except for that love that she showers me endlessly...

i have nothing to say today... its just that, i've always have this feeling, this sad feeling... on the day i get a year older... i dont know why, it just keep on coming...

the sand is flowing, its getting less day by day... its just that we will never know the actual amount of sand that the jar contains... and for every person its different...

age is actually not increasing, in fact its decreasing... it is funny though, that we gain more experience as we grow older, where in fact we might not be able to imply it later... what will happen if we are to be born with lots of experience, and we tend to use it up as we go through life... wouldnt it be more appropriate? because gaining experience along the lifespan is in fact not worth it... because when life ends, everythings gone....

and thats make me feel more miserable...

sleep will always do its magic... so bye!

White and Black

as if, i'm losing my ability to ramble, to write total nonesense... and i really hate that because it indicates that i'm losing my creativity... no its not! i'm not losing the thinking capability, but i'm lacking execution... i am full with all the blue prints, of the plans that i want to make, but when it comes to execution i fail completely... man that sucks...

well fine, i'm not going to go through everything and every details but i think i should start looking backward, into the history again... i'm learning again, to be myself... hahaha what a crap...

oh i hate people who diss something they once love so much... even if its out of fashion, outdated or a forgotten trend, but you shouldnt condemn it as if you never into it... i hate that kind of people so much... they tend to move on from that one spot and then spit every bad words they can think of on that spot, when clearly they themselves are the stupid one for going through that... and i know that very spot was their stepping stone into what they are now... oh how i hate these people...

and i also hate people who ask other people not to judge them, when they themselves judge other people... remember, you yourself arent that good to not to judge people... frankly everyone judge every other person... infact each time you meet new people you'll judge 'em instantly, and only through time will you change that first judgement of yours... so stop acting so noble... and what more, judging people is a fun hobby... lets end it with laughters... hahahahahahahahaha....

oh the haze? it passed by, and went straight up north... and behold the truth, it will return here... the white smoke, blanketing us and turned everything pale... i hate that feeling, that pale environment....

cut the transmission...bzzzzttt!!!

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